Welcome new happiness..

Tomorrow is same old new day
But the meaning is full of hope
I am leaving the unpleasant year
The 2012 that took away my love of life
That killed my passion and broke my heart

I can not wait the sunrise tomorrow
That will tell me everything is gonna be ok
That bring my smile and joy back
And will bring the savior of this heart 

I encourage myself to say good bye
So that I will get reward a new hello
I tell myself to not look back
So I keep look ahead and stay tall
Thank you God for all strenghts given
(lonely me, 311212)



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Reflection..

I am told that our love bond was made in heaven
No one can replace our places on eachother
In another time another day another decade
Even another life we will meet and fall in love again
Because our fate is the biggest gift I ever had
That given by the Creator
(Myself, 301212)


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Still..

His age is younger
His body is fitter
His size is bigger
He is also nice
He is also funny
He is also romantic
He is also good looking
But the best feeling still yours
(Myself, 291212)

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Anxious..

Back from recovery and now you are here
I have to cool down the flame inside
Still do not know how life goes on without you
Same wish same hope as usual
May God bless us
(Me and myself, 081212)

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Strange..

Today was strange holiday
I had mixed feelings
That brought me to the past
And gave me a little guilty feeling
Also gave me excitement yet nervousness
It made one wish came true too
Enjoyed a pure cutie in bath and bed
Hmmm I came few times
After two months break
Today is a new day!
(Myself, 251212)


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Green home..

Here the smell of pollution
Beautiful diesel fumes as
The bug green animals fart
Black smoke
The sounds of motorbikes
Filling the air with
Their raucous exhaust noise
So. Pollluted you can taste
And chew the exotic
Atmosphere and here
The residents enjoyment
Cough splutter wheeze
(My Darling, 270712)


Here the smell I was longing for
Smell of various leaves
Smell of clear air
Here the quietness I've missed
Only animals chat one another
I am home.xoxo
(Myself, 270712)

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Nighty night....

The stars show of the sky
The moonlight shows the path to fly
Tomorrow is brighter day
Sweet dreams babyku
ACK xoxo
(Myself, 15022012)

Eyes staring at cute teddy
But mind is seeing my baby
My body is trembling
Longing for kissing
And more kissing
(Still Me, 14022012)

Don't squeeze him too tight
Cos his eyes might pop
Don't give him a fright
Cos he might blow his top
Then you have to see the teddy bear doc
(My baby, 14022012)


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me and yours (2)

Mmmmm..I taste you in your words
I want your milky skin
I am longing your voice
As like a bird in your cage
Soon you fly back to me
Your favourite tree
To sing and play
To make my day
Rlmvm
(Myself, 190112)


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me and yours..

I might go away
Far away in distance and time
But your never far from my mind
I might be watching tv
And suddenly you are there..
In front of me
My pretty sexy cafe latte

Like coffee I am addicted
To you..your look, your aroma
Your taste, your texture
I drink you in slowly
Quickly enjoying you all

I am away and can't see you
Physically but I have your image
Burnt in my mind and its
Always before my eyes
Sometimes dressed
Sometimes naked
Always beautiful

I am limited to texts and
The occassional call
Oh! And one damn sexy
we experience
It might be little but its a lot

I return and just want you more
Let us enjoy our pleasure together
All the ways we like
convention is not us
You me one
(My Soulmate,190112)


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Greeting..

Hey babyku
What is it you do
Write away
Talk today
Or think about
Going out
Either here is a hot kiss
To let you know what I miss
(My Soulmate, 270112)


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